Allah's picturing it for us here and there...

salam ramadhan ! alhamdulillah i get to meet Ramadhan again this year =) . Holy Month full of barakah and mercy from Allah. weeeeeeeeee! i love this month coz i get to make wishes on the last 10 nites and they insyaAllah will come true...Hopefully i get to stay up on Lailatul Qadr insyaallah.

im sharing what i think is interesting from what ive watched just now.  there are various infomative 30 mins Ramadhan documentary aired during this month usually for our time pass before iftaar so ..i just watched one lol

umm it's related to my favourite Surah also haha..Al-Waqiah.

it's involving ayat 27-29 ..

27. The Companions of the Right Hand,- what will be the Companions of the Right Hand?

28. (They will be) among Lote-trees without thorns,

29. Among Talh trees with flowers (or fruits) piled one above another,-

we see here,there are  2 trees mentioned. As-sidr and Talhah..i learnt just now that they are located at Jabbal Marra Dhafur, in Republic Sudan.


and Talhah is believed to be the cure for Adam's and Hawa's pain when they were thrown to Earth after eating the forbidden fruit, Quldi. ( they got diarrhea after eating the fruit according the documentary) . what confuse me all of a sudden is , Adam and Hawa were separated till they meet again at Jabal Rahmah...maybe i didnt pay much attention to the whole thing ..check balik..

just illustration- i cant find the pix for these trees haha

just wana highlight here , that these 2 trees are probably the trees in the Quran, are believed to be the trees found in Sudan.  In quran also they are mentioned to be close to one another, and from what ive watched just nowe, they do grow not far from one another..

 Sidr is the shady tree that gives shelter for the People of the right ( people of Paradise) and Talhah is the thorny one...

and both can be found here on Earth.. i think it's interesting that Allah gives us the "flash' of Paradise here and there..Just like The Nile is said to be connected to the rivers of Paradise..







 






lets better our knowledge in this beautiful religion of Allah to attain His Jannah..the more we learn abt HIS deen, the more reward we're collecting.one step we try to get closer to ALLAH , a thousand steps Allah is closer to us.. we see Allah's worldly creation. and they fascinate us greatly. imagine HIS Jannah creations!! unimaginable..

my strength "pill" - Bless us ya Rabb, with Righteous spouses. amiin

If you are single then make du'aa that you find someone who
makes you fall in love with ALLAH every single day!

loving  him back then was wonderful , as he taught me to get closer to ALLAH. i feel closer to HIM. now I  let go the feeling , but retains what he has taught, to gain Allah's pleasure..

my inspiration !-  sis IRMA HASMIE. She once was in love with someone but he married someone else n broke her heart. and she got closer to  her CREATOR. look what Allah has blessed her with! her IMAM is wayyyyyy better .. she's married last friday. Alhamdulillah congrats!

yeahhhhhhhh bebeh!

now i know..nothing compares to "THAT FEELING"

i think now i know how happy a woman who  is just informed there's a life inside her womb. tiny "little her" inside.at least a part of that feeling...i know now..( no la..im not pregnant)

i just had that feeling this evening

i did my ultrasound today...

i had to do it bcoz i had a REALLY REALLY REALLY literally relly bad period pain yesterday. i never had such period pain before. i mean i always have period pain but  never had one that i gotta go to the clinic for. and when i went there, i had to be in the treatment room, took the strongest pain killers ( tablet- didnt work) and an injection..THAT BAD

it was my first time..i felt like giving birth to a baby! ( over la ) but it's true..the pain didnt stop for like i dono..from 8.30 till 3.30 pm sth......yeah!

i felt like punching the wall to make it stop somehow. ( im so ganas when im in pain lol)

it involved  the left part of my abdomen.

i cried like someone died in front of the nurse and the doc.i was loud ...when i cry i dont care anymore. i actually dont care abt the world..let it be if a handsome guy, o a handsome doc saw my ungly face crying lol..i so dont care lol.i just don’t..*nasib lar xde doctor hensem masa tuuu*
 .it was painful ok..i cry when i cry. so bare with me haha (shame shame)


my pain went away gradually after 2 hours taking the painkiller... why so lambat i dono..then i got reference letter to do pelvic ultrasound. i went today morning at 12.. my turn was at 5pm..masak aku ! went shopping at Sogo before that..gotta drink lot of water before i cud proceed with the ultrasound... ppl wondered why i was given so many glasses of water to drink.i was the only one.many ppl waiting oso...they must have thought.. why is she receiving special treatment...lol  ..when i drank, everybody watched..amekaw! SEGAN AKU >_<

owh, that woman who prepared me before i go to ultrasound room, her face was exactly like Ali's fiancee..her cheeks arent puffy like hers tho.. but this happy feeling surpressed it all .

when i got into the room. then a doc came in... the cold gel applied.. i cud see my uterus n bladder! lol i was so happy ! (jakon la aku..but who cares =P) i cud see my ovary also...

he said im ok. i asked whats with the pain yesterday? he said sth abt muscles.i dono ..watever..happy happy!

"this is ur ovary. it's the best picture of ovary i can take with this tool" he said =) it's cute! that black dot over there right?

i was smiling when i see those...haha..thinking there will be the room for a "little me" later..the doctor told me sth like my left hurting abdomen part, contains the ovary that has a high chance for me to produce babies compared to my right one lol...i cant describe to u guys how it feels to hear the phrase "chance to have babies" parallel to the sight of my ovary! it's  not like he told me im pregnant. that is enough to make me smiling all day..just to hear that i have normal chance to have babies ( coz b4 ultrasound i thought there was sth wrong with my ovary n i cant have babies o sth..yeah dramatic kan??huhu.....biasala pompuan..) . it was a wonderful feeling!! i can be a mom lol like other women out there! hehe

i think this changed me a bit, the hikmah ...i was the kind of girl who was so paranoid and pessimistic abt having many babies...i just want 2 babies. 1 boy and a girl. n thats it. maximum 3 kids n im done...and when i was in my pain yesterday, i felt like..WHAT THE F!! is this what it's like during labour?! im so gona take Epidural! ( again , dramatic me) ..but having done this pelvic ultrasound and knowing that my litte one's "room" is alright... makes me said..i dont care how painful it is im having as many as Allah wants to give me n my hubby hehe...it's ok to have that pain, later when the baby is in ur arms, u'll feel the best feeling in the world! i dont have any children yet, nor married, nor pregnant of course... that undescripable feeling i had this evening changed how i see things now..especially about labour pain..the reward is PRICELESS!

seriously the pain i had yesterday , led me to this grateful feeling. my uterus is ok, im a normal woman, and i can bare children of the man i love..so cute!! i saw my ovary.. i think it's cute. cant get over it yet LOL... and i cant stop smiling since this evening lol... girls,have ur uterus scanned, u'll know how it feels!



i still feel little bit uncomfy till now im writing this post of my left abdomen.. but the doc said ' u have my consent, i say ur ok". im ok =)

whoever you may be, i'll help you go "home" Insyaallah =)

I found it!

i been admiring and SEARRCHING for SKIN79 BB Cream. i felt like screaming when i found it at Watson!! i went shopping on the previous holiday. i browsed Watson n Guardian. ( always do that tho got nothin to buy) . then i went to this corner where they place some Korean products. cant read Korean but i was attaracted to their pink packaging. HOT PINK that is.... i read the label and they u go SKIN79!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 * i cant believe i finally meet u!* sorta reaction...

dramatic bit.... i was super happy. i grabbed a bottle at once! bcoz this brand is pricey for a student i only got the small bottle first. after this gonna buy the big one yeayy!

so far it

• doesnt break me out
• not oily  ( even after few hours) love this!
• smell like oat when u apply it onto the face
• medium coverage ( natural look)
• long lasting
• doesnt make my skin glow tho...

 skin79 is the leading BB cream in Korea. i read reviews before buying it. i really wanted to try it now i got it!

i have been using L'oreal transparent rosy glow before i tried SKIN79. i absolutely love it

 this BB cream

• doesnt break me out
• but go little oily after few hours, but doesnt mess the face...
• full coverage ( LIKE LIKE LIKE)
• IT MAKES MY SKIN GLOW! rosy glow that is tho im not putting any blusher on
• smells like L'oreal lol
• not drying but feels like it ( dont worry, it's not dehydrating) 
• non comedogenic

when i put on L'oreal it feels matte, when i put on SKIN79, the skin feels softer, smoother, moisturized. i like L'oreal look better, but i love how SKIN79 makes my skin feels..

 i love both !

i recommend these BB creams for those who doesnt have much time,n lazy like me but wana look good.BB cream nourish our skin. not like regular foundation. Foundation covers the skin,it does nothing but that.However, BB cream treats the skin.It's ALL in 1. suncreen, moisturizer, whitening,foundation , in one bottle. only 5 mins needed then ur all set!

OHMAGAD!! HE'S COMING BACK to US!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! dont be jealous =P

HIS FB

GIRLS' GENERATION IN MALAYSIA!!!

my craziest 23rd march ever!

i was at KLCC. really determined to see em!

there are here for the Formula 1 Grand Prix concert.

23 & 24th march 2012 at Petronas twin Tower - KLCC

the concert called TWIN TOWER @LIVE 2012

i got there at 3 or 4 pm.

it started at 6.30pm

SNSD performed at 9.15pm ....EXCITED!!!!!!!!!!!

they all wore white , with boots.. only 8 members came. Yuri couldnt make it..sad..they'll come back again with Yuri next time. Tiffany told us HAHA YEAYYYYYYYYYYYYY

they sang 6 songs . they were opening the event.

1. THE BOYS
2. GENIE with Malaysia, put it back on!
   
3. HOOT
4. RUN DEVIL RUN
5. MR. TAXI
6. GEE

 they look mature now. i can say. SADLY i cudnt watch them closely coz i hadnt had ticket. i feel so stupid now . my friend offered me a ticket for fanzone at rm25 but i thought i was alone n it's not necessary
 ( nonsense yeah?)

then came the regret when i relly had to lengthen my neck like MR. girrafe just to see whats going on on the main stage...  cudnt see anything

i went round n round for a spot with a satisfactory view (since i didnt buy a ticket- of corz la..ssooo stupid).  then  i met these 23 yo girls were lookin for the same thing as i did.

1. Umi 
2. Farah

girls, i didnt get to say goodbye nor asked ur FBs, but am  glad  that we met. and we are SONES!!!!!!!! HAHA

all bcoz ppl were pushing n pushing like it was kinda strike o something at the SNSD cars...after they performed, we wanted to say gudbye. we went to where their cars were parked... they arrived at the cars, got in, and all the fans went crazy! all guys...they were approaching the windows n got pushed really harshly by the police. i happened to be at the 2nd or 3rd row, being pushed violently. u know how guys are.....i got separated from them two...sob sob

SADLY i cudnt take any pic of them performing. not worth it. i was far from the stage. i watched from the big screen. i cud hear their voices!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and they sang, wasnt lipsing ok..

from fb not mine -the boys

fb- Genie

OH , there was sth wrong with JESSICA'S SOEHYUN, &  TAEYON 's mic...hmm... they were on n off..not gud ...

i love it when they say their line, "anyeongseyo, SO NYEO SHI DAE mida!"

they greeted malaysia ,one member after another .sooyoung said "terima kasih malaysia" nice! haha

and it was indeed hot there. they said that indeed malaysia is hot! lol they sweat after the performance.(especially SICA) poor her. poor them lol

they all look mature now. my favourite is TIFFANY UNNIE!! so cute...i like all actually. they have new looks after the single THE BOYS.

can u believe it?! almost 80% fans flooded the KLCC compound were MAINLY for SNSD???!!!!! AFTER THEY SANG Gee, the last song, everybody scattered to their cars n LRT stations LOL. SO OBVIOUS!

before that, U CANT EVEN BREATHE IN THE CROWD! I MEAN IT LITERALLY! u need O2 supply..if it wasnt SNSD, i wudnt do this crazy thing i did today. and next time, if they come again, i relly relly relly will try to get a ticket. No more watching from the big screen ! wats the point me being there if i only see them on screen!

and i heard comments when the SNSD performance was over.girls said sth abt Sooyoung unnie =)... shes sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo la pretty in person ..ya i saw Hyoyeon in da van, their skin like porcelein doll!! (must be BB cream heheh)

i headed to KLCC station to go back to hostel. YA ALLAH! can u imagine the situation when a small souna packed with almost 99 persons outa 100????? imagine the ODOUR! we all sweat like pigs! and everybody smelled awful . and were  indoor! way to LRT ticket counters were paked with ppl! sweaty ppl that was. (i wasnt exempted). we were like sardines in the tin!  i TRIED to get an LRT ticket...then wat happen?? LRT CLOSED! bcoz they were TOO many ppl!

then many of them ATTACKED the food court, others for drinks..we were dehydrated lol

all bcoz so nyeo shi dae!

i had a memorable experience today. not so sweet. but being pushed like that n watching only from the big screen, no pix taken ( my phone cheap one pic cant zoom , video recording sux!) , im gona make sure if they come again, i'll have a ticket, and a good camera to go with it ..SNSD saraghae!!!!!!!!!!!

IM A SONE =)

this is so true! no hiding.and it works the same way for everybody right? =P

a woman can hold back her love for decades ... but not her jealousy even if only for a moment...

do u like what u do???

hmm aku tulis ni sbb aku terjumpa manusia2 yg mcm xkena je dgn profession yg mereka pilih n menyakitkan hati aku n org2 di sekeliling mereka hehe. im not a miss-know-it-all who likes to tell ppl what to do , what to say ( im not bossy ok) but it doesnt look right when ur a doctor, or a teacher/ lecturer to talk n treat ppl who come to u with cold shoulder right?

do u really have to be emotional with them? have u heard,read, or encounter  the word "PROFESSIONAL" before?

do u really have to mix up work with personal life n if sth goes wrong in any of these 2 "departments" u simply put the anger to those who actually come to seek ur help n advice?

plzz la be professional ok!

1. DOCTOR 

 one time when i was sick with fever ( bad la, high temp, hingus lagi sob3) i went to this clinic nearby IIU, this first doctor who examined me was a male, Punjabi doctor. He was relly nice , soft spoken , pleasant doctor. around 40 i might say .he checked my temp, "u got demam la sister " .nice~ NO SCHOOL TOMORROW! haha. he gave me a 2 days MC (maseh doc :)  .Unfortunately , my fever didnt go away within 2 days. i needed more rest. i didnt go to class la of coz *big grin* i was sick! so, i take the medication prescribed , drank lots of water till my tummy bloat like a toad lol (exegerrate a bit =P) then by evening on the third day my fever was gradually recovered. i went la to the clinic..i went to extend the MC coz i didnt go to class on the third day due to my sicky condition. u know how cold fever is right. so uncomfy! tissue papers, headache and all the "equipments" coming along with it. i went to the clinic by foot! sob sob sob . da la sick, jalan kaki p klinik...see how strong i am? ahaks.. so this strong gerl went la to the doctor. this time, there was other doctor in charge, a male, in his 40s, malay doc.. so he  wasnt smiling at all, didnt greet o anything ( not expected to bow b4 me o anything, at least smile la) da la aku ni sakit, the more i looked at him , the sicker i got i think... he really had to add my sickness by his school-headmaster-facial- expression la kan?

then, not like other docs, he asked "knape?" his tone was like everybody who comes to him, is a maggot he needs to get rid of quickly, one maggot after another. so i was his maggot la that time...... he looked very annoyed to treat me. he checked my temp, asked how i felt. my temp was normal 37 sth.he showed the thermometer straight to my face!..of course la! . i took the meds, i drank water.but i was still SICK.i felt sick still..i just wanted MC for the day i was absent for on the third day of class!! he thought i was lying or sth.he thought i was that stupid to deceive a doctor? r u a stupid doc ? lol  i was still sick  that time.. i pulled my strength to walk n that was wat i get? he added, what class did u have today . i said, arabic and others i  dont remember... and he said to me, mm ben student, anything related with arabic/ islamic lazy lazy to go to class with a serious face. no he wasnt joking.i wud have smiled if he did...i then  gave him the angry look of corz. i stared into his face, with anger ( dont play play with sick gerl with cold fever k lol)..he didnt have the right to say that! he didnt even know me! i loved my arabic class ! that was the only class that time was considered relaxing to me. he was really annoying! I WAS FREAKING ANNOYED! PLZ LA! UR A DOCTOR ! cudnt u be more supportive and motivating?! thats what u shud do!

he wrote sth on the prescription slip.i took it. i went out. i didnt say anything ( see i was relly relly annoyed!) . he did extend my MC,but my point is, does he have to react the same way to all his patients?! in a very irritating sort of communication? if u dont wana be a doc, then dont! start teaching o sth. stop annoying other ppl with ur discontented face! if u have probs at home, dont bring it to work! i know we r sicky strangers to u, we might as well transfer infections to u ( probably duhh) but, ur THE DOC, thats a fact. and didnt they teach u in med school, bout ethics with ur patients? the way u communicate reflects who u r. it's not profession, it's individual! dont give other docs a bad name by ur bad attitude. it sux.

another foreign doc i went for my disgusting infection of plantar wart ( i got it from the hostel! i had an opening due to nail pricking, wasnt that thoughful to go to the doc) he scolded his patients for being scared! HELLO! being scared for pain is normal doctor,  dont u know ?? ur the doc, u have no idea how to soothe them? what agitate me is, they know the patients r scared, they just dont care. oh i realised sth!

• they face pain, deaths every single day. they become less n less sensitive day to day . tada!! got it!

i used to think that docs are caring, loving,and ahh handsome.. (off topic) .. that was what i think..most of them are.. but based on my experience,umm they r some docs who r like a royal pain in the A-- . its true tho. no need to get offended. but i truly respect them for sacrificing  their time  n energy in helping ppl . ( they have panda eyes, no much of beauty sleep,dont get proper meal time sometimes, dont get free weekends like others etc. haha. does this line sound pessimistic to all future docs out there? )  BTW,i support hug-a-doctor-day!!!!!!!!!!!!! (hehe..cant hug ali..he's far! )

i like what dr. sheikh muszaphar taught dr. halina when she was in her hosemanship. i totally agree with him . He said,

“These people, it’s not their choice to be sick.. but you chose to be a doctor. Treat them nicely…”

waaa.  dedicated, sweet, gentle doctor, there there see??? like that laa  nice.. be nice docs! =)

continue later. got lazy oredy