now i know..nothing compares to "THAT FEELING"

i think now i know how happy a woman who  is just informed there's a life inside her womb. tiny "little her" inside.at least a part of that feeling...i know now..( no la..im not pregnant)

i just had that feeling this evening

i did my ultrasound today...

i had to do it bcoz i had a REALLY REALLY REALLY literally relly bad period pain yesterday. i never had such period pain before. i mean i always have period pain but  never had one that i gotta go to the clinic for. and when i went there, i had to be in the treatment room, took the strongest pain killers ( tablet- didnt work) and an injection..THAT BAD

it was my first time..i felt like giving birth to a baby! ( over la ) but it's true..the pain didnt stop for like i dono..from 8.30 till 3.30 pm sth......yeah!

i felt like punching the wall to make it stop somehow. ( im so ganas when im in pain lol)

it involved  the left part of my abdomen.

i cried like someone died in front of the nurse and the doc.i was loud ...when i cry i dont care anymore. i actually dont care abt the world..let it be if a handsome guy, o a handsome doc saw my ungly face crying lol..i so dont care lol.i just don’t..*nasib lar xde doctor hensem masa tuuu*
 .it was painful ok..i cry when i cry. so bare with me haha (shame shame)


my pain went away gradually after 2 hours taking the painkiller... why so lambat i dono..then i got reference letter to do pelvic ultrasound. i went today morning at 12.. my turn was at 5pm..masak aku ! went shopping at Sogo before that..gotta drink lot of water before i cud proceed with the ultrasound... ppl wondered why i was given so many glasses of water to drink.i was the only one.many ppl waiting oso...they must have thought.. why is she receiving special treatment...lol  ..when i drank, everybody watched..amekaw! SEGAN AKU >_<

owh, that woman who prepared me before i go to ultrasound room, her face was exactly like Ali's fiancee..her cheeks arent puffy like hers tho.. but this happy feeling surpressed it all .

when i got into the room. then a doc came in... the cold gel applied.. i cud see my uterus n bladder! lol i was so happy ! (jakon la aku..but who cares =P) i cud see my ovary also...

he said im ok. i asked whats with the pain yesterday? he said sth abt muscles.i dono ..watever..happy happy!

"this is ur ovary. it's the best picture of ovary i can take with this tool" he said =) it's cute! that black dot over there right?

i was smiling when i see those...haha..thinking there will be the room for a "little me" later..the doctor told me sth like my left hurting abdomen part, contains the ovary that has a high chance for me to produce babies compared to my right one lol...i cant describe to u guys how it feels to hear the phrase "chance to have babies" parallel to the sight of my ovary! it's  not like he told me im pregnant. that is enough to make me smiling all day..just to hear that i have normal chance to have babies ( coz b4 ultrasound i thought there was sth wrong with my ovary n i cant have babies o sth..yeah dramatic kan??huhu.....biasala pompuan..) . it was a wonderful feeling!! i can be a mom lol like other women out there! hehe

i think this changed me a bit, the hikmah ...i was the kind of girl who was so paranoid and pessimistic abt having many babies...i just want 2 babies. 1 boy and a girl. n thats it. maximum 3 kids n im done...and when i was in my pain yesterday, i felt like..WHAT THE F!! is this what it's like during labour?! im so gona take Epidural! ( again , dramatic me) ..but having done this pelvic ultrasound and knowing that my litte one's "room" is alright... makes me said..i dont care how painful it is im having as many as Allah wants to give me n my hubby hehe...it's ok to have that pain, later when the baby is in ur arms, u'll feel the best feeling in the world! i dont have any children yet, nor married, nor pregnant of course... that undescripable feeling i had this evening changed how i see things now..especially about labour pain..the reward is PRICELESS!

seriously the pain i had yesterday , led me to this grateful feeling. my uterus is ok, im a normal woman, and i can bare children of the man i love..so cute!! i saw my ovary.. i think it's cute. cant get over it yet LOL... and i cant stop smiling since this evening lol... girls,have ur uterus scanned, u'll know how it feels!



i still feel little bit uncomfy till now im writing this post of my left abdomen.. but the doc said ' u have my consent, i say ur ok". im ok =)

whoever you may be, i'll help you go "home" Insyaallah =)

I found it!

i been admiring and SEARRCHING for SKIN79 BB Cream. i felt like screaming when i found it at Watson!! i went shopping on the previous holiday. i browsed Watson n Guardian. ( always do that tho got nothin to buy) . then i went to this corner where they place some Korean products. cant read Korean but i was attaracted to their pink packaging. HOT PINK that is.... i read the label and they u go SKIN79!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 * i cant believe i finally meet u!* sorta reaction...

dramatic bit.... i was super happy. i grabbed a bottle at once! bcoz this brand is pricey for a student i only got the small bottle first. after this gonna buy the big one yeayy!

so far it

• doesnt break me out
• not oily  ( even after few hours) love this!
• smell like oat when u apply it onto the face
• medium coverage ( natural look)
• long lasting
• doesnt make my skin glow tho...

 skin79 is the leading BB cream in Korea. i read reviews before buying it. i really wanted to try it now i got it!

i have been using L'oreal transparent rosy glow before i tried SKIN79. i absolutely love it

 this BB cream

• doesnt break me out
• but go little oily after few hours, but doesnt mess the face...
• full coverage ( LIKE LIKE LIKE)
• IT MAKES MY SKIN GLOW! rosy glow that is tho im not putting any blusher on
• smells like L'oreal lol
• not drying but feels like it ( dont worry, it's not dehydrating) 
• non comedogenic

when i put on L'oreal it feels matte, when i put on SKIN79, the skin feels softer, smoother, moisturized. i like L'oreal look better, but i love how SKIN79 makes my skin feels..

 i love both !

i recommend these BB creams for those who doesnt have much time,n lazy like me but wana look good.BB cream nourish our skin. not like regular foundation. Foundation covers the skin,it does nothing but that.However, BB cream treats the skin.It's ALL in 1. suncreen, moisturizer, whitening,foundation , in one bottle. only 5 mins needed then ur all set!

OHMAGAD!! HE'S COMING BACK to US!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! dont be jealous =P

HIS FB

GIRLS' GENERATION IN MALAYSIA!!!

my craziest 23rd march ever!

i was at KLCC. really determined to see em!

there are here for the Formula 1 Grand Prix concert.

23 & 24th march 2012 at Petronas twin Tower - KLCC

the concert called TWIN TOWER @LIVE 2012

i got there at 3 or 4 pm.

it started at 6.30pm

SNSD performed at 9.15pm ....EXCITED!!!!!!!!!!!

they all wore white , with boots.. only 8 members came. Yuri couldnt make it..sad..they'll come back again with Yuri next time. Tiffany told us HAHA YEAYYYYYYYYYYYYY

they sang 6 songs . they were opening the event.

1. THE BOYS
2. GENIE with Malaysia, put it back on!
   
3. HOOT
4. RUN DEVIL RUN
5. MR. TAXI
6. GEE

 they look mature now. i can say. SADLY i cudnt watch them closely coz i hadnt had ticket. i feel so stupid now . my friend offered me a ticket for fanzone at rm25 but i thought i was alone n it's not necessary
 ( nonsense yeah?)

then came the regret when i relly had to lengthen my neck like MR. girrafe just to see whats going on on the main stage...  cudnt see anything

i went round n round for a spot with a satisfactory view (since i didnt buy a ticket- of corz la..ssooo stupid).  then  i met these 23 yo girls were lookin for the same thing as i did.

1. Umi 
2. Farah

girls, i didnt get to say goodbye nor asked ur FBs, but am  glad  that we met. and we are SONES!!!!!!!! HAHA

all bcoz ppl were pushing n pushing like it was kinda strike o something at the SNSD cars...after they performed, we wanted to say gudbye. we went to where their cars were parked... they arrived at the cars, got in, and all the fans went crazy! all guys...they were approaching the windows n got pushed really harshly by the police. i happened to be at the 2nd or 3rd row, being pushed violently. u know how guys are.....i got separated from them two...sob sob

SADLY i cudnt take any pic of them performing. not worth it. i was far from the stage. i watched from the big screen. i cud hear their voices!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and they sang, wasnt lipsing ok..

from fb not mine -the boys

fb- Genie

OH , there was sth wrong with JESSICA'S SOEHYUN, &  TAEYON 's mic...hmm... they were on n off..not gud ...

i love it when they say their line, "anyeongseyo, SO NYEO SHI DAE mida!"

they greeted malaysia ,one member after another .sooyoung said "terima kasih malaysia" nice! haha

and it was indeed hot there. they said that indeed malaysia is hot! lol they sweat after the performance.(especially SICA) poor her. poor them lol

they all look mature now. my favourite is TIFFANY UNNIE!! so cute...i like all actually. they have new looks after the single THE BOYS.

can u believe it?! almost 80% fans flooded the KLCC compound were MAINLY for SNSD???!!!!! AFTER THEY SANG Gee, the last song, everybody scattered to their cars n LRT stations LOL. SO OBVIOUS!

before that, U CANT EVEN BREATHE IN THE CROWD! I MEAN IT LITERALLY! u need O2 supply..if it wasnt SNSD, i wudnt do this crazy thing i did today. and next time, if they come again, i relly relly relly will try to get a ticket. No more watching from the big screen ! wats the point me being there if i only see them on screen!

and i heard comments when the SNSD performance was over.girls said sth abt Sooyoung unnie =)... shes sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo la pretty in person ..ya i saw Hyoyeon in da van, their skin like porcelein doll!! (must be BB cream heheh)

i headed to KLCC station to go back to hostel. YA ALLAH! can u imagine the situation when a small souna packed with almost 99 persons outa 100????? imagine the ODOUR! we all sweat like pigs! and everybody smelled awful . and were  indoor! way to LRT ticket counters were paked with ppl! sweaty ppl that was. (i wasnt exempted). we were like sardines in the tin!  i TRIED to get an LRT ticket...then wat happen?? LRT CLOSED! bcoz they were TOO many ppl!

then many of them ATTACKED the food court, others for drinks..we were dehydrated lol

all bcoz so nyeo shi dae!

i had a memorable experience today. not so sweet. but being pushed like that n watching only from the big screen, no pix taken ( my phone cheap one pic cant zoom , video recording sux!) , im gona make sure if they come again, i'll have a ticket, and a good camera to go with it ..SNSD saraghae!!!!!!!!!!!

IM A SONE =)

this is so true! no hiding.and it works the same way for everybody right? =P

a woman can hold back her love for decades ... but not her jealousy even if only for a moment...

do u like what u do???

hmm aku tulis ni sbb aku terjumpa manusia2 yg mcm xkena je dgn profession yg mereka pilih n menyakitkan hati aku n org2 di sekeliling mereka hehe. im not a miss-know-it-all who likes to tell ppl what to do , what to say ( im not bossy ok) but it doesnt look right when ur a doctor, or a teacher/ lecturer to talk n treat ppl who come to u with cold shoulder right?

do u really have to be emotional with them? have u heard,read, or encounter  the word "PROFESSIONAL" before?

do u really have to mix up work with personal life n if sth goes wrong in any of these 2 "departments" u simply put the anger to those who actually come to seek ur help n advice?

plzz la be professional ok!

1. DOCTOR 

 one time when i was sick with fever ( bad la, high temp, hingus lagi sob3) i went to this clinic nearby IIU, this first doctor who examined me was a male, Punjabi doctor. He was relly nice , soft spoken , pleasant doctor. around 40 i might say .he checked my temp, "u got demam la sister " .nice~ NO SCHOOL TOMORROW! haha. he gave me a 2 days MC (maseh doc :)  .Unfortunately , my fever didnt go away within 2 days. i needed more rest. i didnt go to class la of coz *big grin* i was sick! so, i take the medication prescribed , drank lots of water till my tummy bloat like a toad lol (exegerrate a bit =P) then by evening on the third day my fever was gradually recovered. i went la to the clinic..i went to extend the MC coz i didnt go to class on the third day due to my sicky condition. u know how cold fever is right. so uncomfy! tissue papers, headache and all the "equipments" coming along with it. i went to the clinic by foot! sob sob sob . da la sick, jalan kaki p klinik...see how strong i am? ahaks.. so this strong gerl went la to the doctor. this time, there was other doctor in charge, a male, in his 40s, malay doc.. so he  wasnt smiling at all, didnt greet o anything ( not expected to bow b4 me o anything, at least smile la) da la aku ni sakit, the more i looked at him , the sicker i got i think... he really had to add my sickness by his school-headmaster-facial- expression la kan?

then, not like other docs, he asked "knape?" his tone was like everybody who comes to him, is a maggot he needs to get rid of quickly, one maggot after another. so i was his maggot la that time...... he looked very annoyed to treat me. he checked my temp, asked how i felt. my temp was normal 37 sth.he showed the thermometer straight to my face!..of course la! . i took the meds, i drank water.but i was still SICK.i felt sick still..i just wanted MC for the day i was absent for on the third day of class!! he thought i was lying or sth.he thought i was that stupid to deceive a doctor? r u a stupid doc ? lol  i was still sick  that time.. i pulled my strength to walk n that was wat i get? he added, what class did u have today . i said, arabic and others i  dont remember... and he said to me, mm ben student, anything related with arabic/ islamic lazy lazy to go to class with a serious face. no he wasnt joking.i wud have smiled if he did...i then  gave him the angry look of corz. i stared into his face, with anger ( dont play play with sick gerl with cold fever k lol)..he didnt have the right to say that! he didnt even know me! i loved my arabic class ! that was the only class that time was considered relaxing to me. he was really annoying! I WAS FREAKING ANNOYED! PLZ LA! UR A DOCTOR ! cudnt u be more supportive and motivating?! thats what u shud do!

he wrote sth on the prescription slip.i took it. i went out. i didnt say anything ( see i was relly relly annoyed!) . he did extend my MC,but my point is, does he have to react the same way to all his patients?! in a very irritating sort of communication? if u dont wana be a doc, then dont! start teaching o sth. stop annoying other ppl with ur discontented face! if u have probs at home, dont bring it to work! i know we r sicky strangers to u, we might as well transfer infections to u ( probably duhh) but, ur THE DOC, thats a fact. and didnt they teach u in med school, bout ethics with ur patients? the way u communicate reflects who u r. it's not profession, it's individual! dont give other docs a bad name by ur bad attitude. it sux.

another foreign doc i went for my disgusting infection of plantar wart ( i got it from the hostel! i had an opening due to nail pricking, wasnt that thoughful to go to the doc) he scolded his patients for being scared! HELLO! being scared for pain is normal doctor,  dont u know ?? ur the doc, u have no idea how to soothe them? what agitate me is, they know the patients r scared, they just dont care. oh i realised sth!

• they face pain, deaths every single day. they become less n less sensitive day to day . tada!! got it!

i used to think that docs are caring, loving,and ahh handsome.. (off topic) .. that was what i think..most of them are.. but based on my experience,umm they r some docs who r like a royal pain in the A-- . its true tho. no need to get offended. but i truly respect them for sacrificing  their time  n energy in helping ppl . ( they have panda eyes, no much of beauty sleep,dont get proper meal time sometimes, dont get free weekends like others etc. haha. does this line sound pessimistic to all future docs out there? )  BTW,i support hug-a-doctor-day!!!!!!!!!!!!! (hehe..cant hug ali..he's far! )

i like what dr. sheikh muszaphar taught dr. halina when she was in her hosemanship. i totally agree with him . He said,

“These people, it’s not their choice to be sick.. but you chose to be a doctor. Treat them nicely…”

waaa.  dedicated, sweet, gentle doctor, there there see??? like that laa  nice.. be nice docs! =)

continue later. got lazy oredy

i like it when u smile..the best thing is knowing that im the reason =)

below is the post that i copy paste from fb.with addition.... i like this ..it's actually for bf n gf..but i dont believe in that.. i believe this is for hubby n his wife hee~ dating after marriage XOXO

it's what we girls want!

When she stares at your mouth
Kiss her

When she pushes you or hits you like a dummy cause she
thinks shes stronger than you
Grab her and don't let go

When she starts cursing at you trying to act all tough
Kiss her and tell her you love her

When she's quiet
Ask her whats wrong

When she ignores you
Give her your attention

When she pulls away
Pull her back

When you see her at her worst
Tell her she's beautiful

When you see her start crying
Just hold her and don't say a word

When you see her walking
Sneak up and hug her waist from behind

When she's scared
Protect her

When she steals your favorite hoodie
Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night

When she teases you
Tease her back and make her laugh

When she doesn't answer for a long time
reassure her that everything is okay

When she looks at you with doubt
Back yourself up

When she says that she loves you
she really does more than you can understand

When she grabs at your hands
Hold her's and play with her fingers

When she bumps into you;
bump into her back and make her laugh

When she tells you a secret
keep it safe and untold

When she looks at you in your eyes
dont look away until she does

When she reposts this bulletin
she wants you to read it

- Stay on the phone with her even if she's not saying anything ( while ur working late )

- When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go

dont believe when she says it's ok.. her it's ok is not ok


- hold her to sleep on  her birthday n tell her you love her

-Treat her like she's all that matters to you

- Stay up all night with her when she's sick

- Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think it's stupid

- Give her the world.

- Let her wear your clothes

-When she's bored and sad, hang out with her

-Let her know she's important.


- Kiss her in the pouring rain ( but i can be in the rain, i'll catch fever)

- When she runs up to you crying, the first thing you say is:
"Whose ass am i kicking baby?" lol


i want a lover, a best friend, an IMAM, a teacher, and a good role model in my husband =)

I LOCKED MYSELF OUT!!

it was kinda a tiring saturday, we still have one day to go , taaruf week ends tomorrow. Sunday...lame right?? ppl sleep tight on sunday morning ..I? I HAVE TO  wake up early and get ready to attend a talk...what la comittee...ppl snore on bed sunday moning u know!

by the way i just wana tell u ppl about my unfortunate day today.. there was a talk (i hate attending talks!) ..i had to sit for longggggggggggg hours n listened..i felt so bored that i left my handsfree in the room, i wudnt be that bored if i brought it along. haish lupe pulok!

it was about clubs, askar wataniah , like the PLKN stuff la..which i so dont care n interested abt.. WE HAD TO STAY! cannot go out. we were treated like kindergarten children how pathetic! hello do u know that we all like 20 somethin??????

and the speaker was so enthutiastic to talk! what laaa.... cudnt he stick to the time given for him to deliver the talk..everybody was like : when lar this man gona stop talking..everybody was so bengang. i was bengang too.

after they wrapped up the talk, we all happy happy happy. i had an AWESOME lunch! *big grin*

osem osem osemm!! what destroyed the awesomeness was when i realised i left my key in da room!!!!! what?!! this was the second time oredy u know.. i dont have Alzheimer but i keep forgetting the key haha.. so small anyway..

first time it happened was on thursday, i had to gather at the assembly spot on 1.45pm ...i had to go to mahallah office to get spare key..so tiring u know.. its far..my feet felt like they dint wana touch the floor anymore!  my limbs r all lax! IIUM is sooooooooooooooooooooo big. i had to go everywhere by foot. no    car yet.. sob3..



today after lunch i thought it was not a big deal i left
my key, i wasnt THAT worried coz like the other day i left it, i just had to go to mahallah office and get the spare...but what i didnt realise was, TODAY IS SATURDAY. office isnt opened on saturdays!!!!!!!

monday n tuesday will be public holiday! so silly of me to leave it...god! ( u know malaysia got so many public holidays, when u left ur key and days after that are public holidays, ur on ur own u know..waaaaaa waaaa!!)

to add up the misery, my singaporean roomates, one went back to singapore for her school graduation, one's with her mom at the hotel,  will be back only tomorrow! and the malaysian roomate is nowhere to be found since we havent met her yet.dono who she is ( a senior we were informed). AND AND AND..... sunday
 is maulidur rasul, monday will automatically be public holiday, and tuesday is thaipusam. surely it's public holiday! office doesnt open on public holidays!! actually i had to stay out till its TUESDAY!!
 (  if the one who spends time with her mom deosnt comeback on sunday) TADA!!!!

im such a klutz!

i dont have their number to call, so stupid of me for not asking their no!

i tried the ummm AMAZING? skill ....to open the door using the plastic card, we use for atm ,prepaid ,and public transportation pass...ahhhh.... not relly skillful since ive never robbed any bank o house before lol...i just saw my friend did it when we were locked out once..i tried for half an hour, hot u know!  sweatin like pig!

after many trials, i didnt make it, my POPULAR card, broke into 2, my bank card ( not in use) not in its good shape anymore...still the door is locked!

i tried to get help from the guard, maybe she holds room keys for blocks in this mahallah. i went there, but saw nobody ( where u go ah? it's working hour u know...kantoi..)

on my way back to my room, ( yea, i was all alone...eat alone, go everywhere alone!.sad sad...forever alone one) i bumped into a friend, she was goin back ( my home is far, otherwise id go home too!!) . i told her i was in trouble, she said call student welfare committee members. ones that usher us here n there. "take care" of us throughout the taaruf week. their no are in the taaruf book.

i flipped the book, i found numbers of female comittee members. i made the call. i had to call 3 sisters. luckily, the third one picked up. she said, in situation like mine, i had to wait for the office to open to  get the spare key , or my roomates come back, or ask the mak cik cleaner who has the key of our room to unlock my the door for me. otherwise, the only option (which she was strongly suggesting to me, ) was, go and stay with my other friends in other mahallah till my roomates r back...hish..thanks..waaaaa...why havent i think of that........ what a revelation.....*roll eyes*

i didnt give up, i wana shower n sleep in my OWN bed! i was determined to get in. i didnt know y i wasnt that worry. i said in my heart, YA ALLAH, help me get in, i know u'll help me get in..

again i tried to slip the plastic card to the edge of the door lock...like in movie ..

sob sob sob! it didnt work!!!!!!! * cry cry*

and i was thinking absurdly, if i can get through through the small opening above the window and get in, that id do....

and i went upstairs n knocked a door. i wanted to borrow a chair so i can climb up ( see how ridiculous i can be?! ) . she was a senior. third year student.. i asked if she knew how to open a locked door using plastic card. she said no. ( of course la, it's rarely done)

i told her i been trying, tired oredy..

she asked, is it possible to open with a card?  i said yeh, ive seen ppl do it before. so i took her chair, she wanted to try opening the door for me. she brought along a card with her..

we were at the front of the door. and she said its hard to climb up like that ( i know i was being absurd but i wanted to get in so badly! lol)

know what happened?

she tried slipping the card to the edge of the door knob, and voila after 3 times swiping, the door was unlocked!!!!!!!!!!!!! YAYY!!!!!!! shes a professional robber haha!


she was shocked herself.. we were like whoa!!  it's opened it's opened!! she said " waa i can rob now". not so weird that came out of her mouth lol .it was like an achievement to her LOL..she did it the first time, and the door was unlocked. JUST LIKE THAT!

she tried 3 times swiping the card,she did it!  i tried tens of times, tetttttttttttttt not working...

the secret is, u need a thin strong card, not a thick strong card.. i used the thick one, then i used the thin valnurable one..thats y la it broke into 2 ..hmm.. bijak bijak........( not encouraging nor "educating" u guys on how u rob a bank, but sharing the method to unlock the door in case ur forgetful like me la ye hehe)

i thanked her. shes known to me as THE SIS WHO OPENS THE DOOR lol.. she lives upstairs.

pathetic me.. she tried below 2 mins n succeed!

 i tried for hours ...krikkk kriikk kriikk kriikk. nothing happened....lol..

from that moment on, i always put my keys into the bag  right away after opening the door.. hehe "trauma" suda...

make sure important stuff is checked before u go out ok, dont be like me =P

Reminder for myself,also reminder for anybody who r in THIS kind of circumstances...

i got this from a friend of mine.. good analogy indeed.

We may have planned our life beautifully, but Allah determines it all.Things may not happen as we planned them, but watever  happens, it is for the best.

Also, IT may not seem like it's THE BEST THING, in ALLAH's knowledge, IT IS!

Bcoz ALLAH knows everything we know not.. right?...............

we always think like WE KNOW what we want/ what we need, but the truth is whatever we want, or whoever we want may not be suitable for us to have, thats y we have Allah to decide whats best..getting too engrossed of what we're havin or planning, Allah "wakes us up" by giving us obstacles... one way of saying "hey this isnt good for u, im gonna give u sth/someone better,wake up". the way we "wake up" may be different. it cud be with tears, joy, also fear.. any kind.the obstacles maybe something real good, it cud be not so good..



Fate, destiny isnt what we control, we only can make effort, and lastly tawakkal. After that, it's up to ALLAH to decide.


Here's the story...

Once upon a time, a well-known painter was working on a painting. It's an incredibly beautiful painting to be shown at the Airport during the upcoming festival season. The painter wanted this painting to be a master piece.

He worked on it for weeks on the top of a 24 storey building. He was consumed by and excited with his own painting that he unconsciously took a few step backward while admiring the 2 x 8 m painting. He didn't look back when he walked backward. He kept on walking backward until it was a step away from the edge of the 24 storey building. Just one more step backward and he could have fallen to his death.

A man saw what the painter was doing and was about to shout at him to warn him when he realized that his shout might surprise the painter and thus make him take that fatal one step backward and fall down. So the man took a brush and some paint and began to paint on the beautiful painting until it was damaged.

Upon realizing what happened to his painting, the painter got very angry and moved forward to hit the man. However, some other people who were also present at the vicinity held him and showed him his last position which almost made him fall.

MORAL: Sometimes we have planned our future with such beauty and dreamed of beautiful days we will spend with our loved one, but then ALLAH seems ( WAT WE SEE AS DESTROYING, actually, it isn’t) to destroy our beautiful painting when HE sees what danger lies ahead of us. Sometimes we are angry and annoyed by what ALLAH has done to us,(which is true) but one thing we have to keep in our mind is that our Creator is Most Wise and always keeps our best of interest in mind!

So when ALLAH in His Infinite Wisdom, tests us with a situation that we think is difficult or takes away something that in our mind was good for us, we need to remember that perhaps it may not be so. Perhaps if we had continued in our way, it might have been harmful for us and whatever ALLAH decreed for us is actually better for us, for He is All-Wise and All-Knowing.